saturday, march 24 an unlucky day for me.
walked out of house,
locked de door and found my hp left behind,
i even forgotten the keys.
luckily saw my brother nearby house and he helped me get it.
alone went woodlands meet pz they at there.
reached there light a cig,
as usual after smoking i will jus drop my cig butt on ground.
got fined 200dollars.
when i walk to meet pz they at control station,
they told me anthea was here,
she jus left jus before i arrived.
hais, i belived we walked pass each other,
only didnt see each other.
feeling so down,
at queensway quarreled wif freddy.
hais dont wan say anymore le.
first time i quarrel wif friend lidat.
me and him no longer friends.
alone for rest of the day,
dont feel like going home,
went walk walk,
stomach was hungry didnt have lunch.
first time eating out alone.
went to playground lying watching stars.
whole sky no stars until one appeared.
i made a wish, as soon as my wish was made,
it disappear.
i believe de star went far away to fulfil my wish.
yesterday parents brought me out for breakfast,
eat alot at balestial.
went home dont feel like going anywhr.
jianzhen called ask me pei him,
ok lor, slacked and chatted.
at night pz called me,
i ton at his house.
later hmm, maybe going BMC wif kh.
evening i going for my muaythai.
tats all for today
