Leading a new life

another tiring day at sch.
teacher talked abt education life.
now den i realised its competitive.
mummy say if i go poly she give me a thousand dollars.
brother got a thousand when he entered JC.
i dont even know wad study anot after my o lvl.
mum say study or nvr study also nvm,
at least get o lvl cert can le.
thinking of my life after i married.
jiawen my sitmate, i told her the life i wan.
she laugh, but tats really wad i wanted.
going high class restaurant to dine,
drinking at pubs,
my wife must wear branded,
my kids must get the best of everything.
i must do it, i wan my love ones to lead a good life.
so, no more thinking of joining wad gang.
i dont wan go back to the life.
anthea once changed my life,
i shall not disappoint myself.
morning, my wife will prepare breakfast for me,
help me wear my tie, prepare dinner and i will rush home for dinner.
hais, y i say until future,
ok shall end here.

cant get to sleep.
im feeling so stressed.
jus now actually celebrating friend bday.
in the end broke out into quarrel.
saw little girl cry.
really vri pity lor.
i also feel like crying.
i really feel like crying now,
i cant sleep. im stressed out.
i finished 3 compos for friends.
im tired, but i cant sleep.
i feel weird, im going bed.
erm, think write until here ba.
happy birthday to anthea. *bless*

jus wake up, tired.
sleep 12 hours, jus now actually woke up at 3pm de.
but was sad and went back to sleep.
dont feel like seeing her.
nvm, anyway tomoro going sch.
sian, another week ahead.
left few hours to go out later.
gotta go, need go home early.
donoe betty chow can find a sch for me anot,
hope can ba. not in mood to do anything, byebye