Sunday, December 31, 2006
# - 4:53 PM
hi everyone.
now at kelvin house wif yanzheng choonseng.
going esplanate for countdown. hhees
but wad time isit now, most of them still on bed.
waited and waited. sians.
huixin angelin go meet kahao.
freddy peizhong still sleeping.
hope nothing will happen today,
no fights. yeah.
sch reopening le, all gonna have black hair.
hees. first day of sch donoe will go hillgroove ma. hais.
will i still see you in future?
will i change my group of friends?
will we still keep in contact?
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
# - 2:11 AM
blog abt christmas eve and chrismas day.
went kahao house, bought presents wif yanzheng and huixin.
met up wif the rest and went kahao house.
ordered pizza and his parents were kind to buy lots of food for us.
ate quite full, countdown to christmas!
we were enjoying ourself and it was fun.
we were talking craps, after tat went je play lan.
play cs, keep dying donoe y.
hahas. den we went to lim chu kang cemetry.
see ghost, but cannot see.
we were near my grandpa grave.
i pray the wrong tombston, LOL
i saw a joseph and i talk to it.
when i see it was joseph lim not how.
den my grandpa is jus in front of it. okay hahas.
after tat some of them went home, left me choonseng freddy peizhong.
went met candy and meifang.
chatted until morning, went home for a rest.
they went my house jus now celebrate christmas.
on christmas songs, wear christmas hat. lol i bought it
ate quite full, happy bday jacqueline.
the log cake for celebrating christmas and jacqueline bday.
after tat went flora ville relax,
they all went home, left me yanzheng huixin jacqueline.
after tat huixin wanted to go home, she nt coming to my house.
ok, now left me and yanzheng.
he is beside me, hahas.
gotta bathe, let him use com lo.
goodnites
Sunday, December 24, 2006
# - 7:01 PM
back from sentosa,enjoyed myself.
kahao, freddy, angelin, huilin, yanzheng, kelvin, huixin, peizhong, choonseng.
first day, went to the beach have volley ball game
then played water games in the sea.
after tat bathe and rest in the hotel.
night went to white house wanted to see ghost.
lol, but it was under construction.
get screen by police instead.
second day, same activities.
was caught by sentosa beach patrol,
due to a quarrel.
this guy was acting in front of us keep staring.
we walked pass and stare at him.
he walk act act purposely find trouble lor.
i ran there and slapped him.
he wanted to fight when the rest came and wanted to beat him.
police came and take statement.
after tat went makan wif kelvin family.
so nice of his dad and mum to keep treating us makan.
walked in the long hiking track, was dark.
went to another haunted area i guessed.
orchid garden. was locked.
the house looked so errie, jus like red house in pasir ris.
climbed in and my hair was standing.
suddenly peizhong shouted cannot go in, we ran out.
tot wad happened, cox it was the burial place i guess.
they saw the plagues where ppl die tat type, donoe how to explain haas.
went sit sit and sleep.
didnt have a good rest,
due to huixin, grr.
but she actually a nice girl :)
anyway tat all.
going kahao house count down christmas.
later i buying a cheap present, LOL. shh.
reach home and mum told me anthea came,
she gave me some gifts.
i was stunned by the letter.
i will keep the gifts and letter in the box.
a big thankyou. byebye
Friday, December 22, 2006
# - 10:23 AM
blog abt yesterday.
went kaikai wif kahao, huixin, yanzheng, kelvin.
didnt buy much, jus a bag,
was having fun yesterday.
night met up wif kelvin father.
he talked to me abt my relation wif my mum.
me and her alreadi until a stage where there is not need for us to talk.
i told her i wanted to break ties wif her.
i didnt go home on wednesday.
she was worried for me,
but y cant she understand how i feel.
she scold me fuck.
anyway going to sentosa later.
3days 2night. gonna have fun there.
kelvin yanzheng cynthia kahao freddy huixin choonseng peizhong.
donoe angelin huilin yitian going also mah?
shall blog on monday. bb
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
# - 1:02 AM
today nice day, raining heavily.
shall not blog abt afternoon.
haahs, jus now abt 9 we went flora ville swim.
it was raining heavily but we swam.
hahas i dont have pants,
kel called grace to bring her p.e pants for me.
luckily she didnt bring vri short de pants, hahas.
me choonseng and kel slowly go down into the pool.
it was damm cold, my teeth was shivering hard.
something funny, we disturb kel say got guards.
cox we werent allow to swim after 10pm.
kel hide into the water and we were laughing.
when choonseng say guard really behind.
i turned and got a shocked. LOL
this lesson remind me of the boy who cried wolf.
the two idiots were pretending not to see him, LOL
after tat joyce came also.
me kel and choonseng went for suana.
we were smoking inside and we couldnt breathe.
the whole room was smoke. LOL
becox of some idiot who urine into the thing trying to make it hot.
the whole place was full of urine smell and we had to smoke to save ourselves.
ok so far, enjoy ourselves.
tomoro going back station,
sch report out le, guess mine would be the worst.
see wad police say tomoro.
will i really go in one day? i really dont mind anymore, because i had nothing lefti didnt cherish what i had.its too latei will never catch the next train, NEVER
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
# - 12:02 AM
blog abt yesterday first,
no work, go bugis.
actually wanna buy a light blue jeans or a white one.
in the end bought one dark colour again. yawns
went kbox at 9. until 3.
so sleepy, they all nvr work today.
only me, hais.
today neh ok la quite nice day.
only keep kena scolding from boss.
scolded for many many things.
admit i was wrong.
after tat met cynthia yitian and rest at cineleisure.
raining so heavily, LOL so cute of cynthia.
so small size den keep walking here and there.
yitian and cynthia was laming in the mrt.
i really wanna find trouble wif ppl out there.
y must they always come and find trouble wif me.
hate it, but jus a bunch of so-called gangster.
who only wants to proof that they are one.
do i have to kneel down and say sorry dont beat me?LOL
giving them face is making them climb on my head.
im tired, i wanna sleep and wish i would nvr wake up anymore.my life heading no direction. someone pls lead me to it.dont play wif my feelings. its hurting :)
Sunday, December 17, 2006
# - 12:56 AM
today went back to work at snowcity, jus for one day.
not going work there. so bored
next week going to sentosa 2nights there.
woah, and chrismas coming.
lots of fun. i miss the disco at genting.
they called it disco there, hahas.
thinking of going sch reopening jiu sian le.
cannot everyday play,
must wear this beautiful westwood uniform,
wake up at 6plus, carring big bag walking to sch.
wondering how is the girl le,
will she fall sick? or skip meals?
worried, girl didnt call me.
going shopping watch movie tomoro.
gotta sleep le, gdnites.
goodnight to girl.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
# - 12:17 AM
anyway many things happened today.
beat one so called kuntong fellow,
he was so hao lian telling me all his crap stories,
in the end we found out is jus boasting.
he said he was big in kuntong not like us, ginna.
he smoke 3 packets a day, LOL.
he say he got rioting case and RTC boy.
LOL wad crap, me and yanzheng beat him up in the staircase
after dat, everybody was surrounding him at the staircase
got kuntong ppl, ast de, pht, haikim ppl.
haas he was scold by everyone.
i buey tahan his attitude to me,
gave him one punch right at his face.
afternoon quarreled wif 18siao ppl.
nearly fight but in the end nothing happen.
cox i said he look like chen wei lian den he bueysong.
bueysong i jio him one to one.
haas jus an idiot, dont dare fight still wan find trouble.
but i admit im in the wrong when i shouted siao ppl humji one, buey gan
make the other guy angry.
quarreled and actually one to one de.
he called me apologise,
NO WAY, i told him i wont apologise.
not happy jiu come try lor.
he also bo bian in the end.
after ta, worst of worst.
i saw monster, the one tat anthea liked.
hais, i looked at him deep into his eyes.
it hurts deep down into my heart.
i feel like killing him.
but i know its jus prob between me and her,
its not his fault.
my mind was blank at the moment.
i didnt beat him, i didnt scold him.
i asked him to go, i told him i dont wan to see him again anymore.
in future see one time beat one time.
i was feeling lost.
i sat on the floor and stopped working.
there was this nice girl,
she was really sweet.
doing charity, she walked to me
asked me what happened.
i didnt want to say anything.
she keep asking, den i told her.
and unexpectedly she was facing the same thing as me.
she and her stead together for 1year plus.
they broke up almost the day me and anthea broke up.
but she was more pityful,
they broke up cox of third party.
we shared wif each other our love life.
she helped me up, made me understand
thanks for encouraging me. you realy such nice person, hope you and ur ex will patch one day.i will always remember the words you said to me. May god bless you
# - 12:12 AM
GENTING PHOTOS! no mood to write abt it, :)
p.s ; only put photos wif me inside cox too much photos le.
# - 12:07 AM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
# - 11:54 PM
# - 11:39 PM
# - 11:27 PM
GENTING PICTURES!! no mood to write abt those pics, lots of fun there. thx everyone
p.s only put photo wif me inside cox too many photos le.
# - 12:41 AM
today went orchard,
did lots of charity work.
donated 2 times,
im so happy.
when they said thankyou,
melt my heart.
night went play pool and arcade,
nothing much abt today.
gotta work again tomoro.
you made me lose trust in you, when i asked you abt it, you told me you didnt. when i knew it i was so disappointed, why must you lie to me in first place. why must you say tat you did it because you wan sense my presence. its jus an excuse. should i say sorry to you or thank you. i dont wan keep contact wif you anymore is cox i dont wan make things difficult, you jus treat my words for nothing. now we are nothing
# - 12:10 AM
i blog abt yesterday first,
went bugis bought lots of stuffs.
spend 100plus
suddenly feel like got money also donoe how to spend.
last time always keep fan nao money,
my money now jus keep lending ppl,
at least better than me keeping it, hahas.
after tat we went to condo,
so fun, wif choonseng, kelvin, yanzheng, peizhong, kahao
after tat angelin, huilin and donoe wad name come,
plus cynthia, maverlyn, yitian, huixin
actually i dont wan go swim lor, so paisae so many girls
den kel they all swim liao den i bo bian.
when i saw tat msg, she going hongkong tomoro.
i was stunned, like speechless.
no comments, jus hope she will enjoy her trip and
come back safely ba.
we are alreadi in a no point turning back de situation,
haa really didnt imagine this day would even happen.
ok nvm, anyway after tat went eat jiu go home le.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
# - 1:07 AM
tiring day at work.
i began to realise many things,
we are jus too fortunate compared to others.
therefore i wanted to do lots of charity,
use a portion of my pay for charity.
another reason is to repay my sins.
for all the wrong things tat i once did.
steal rob bully fight vandalise vulgar cheat rude.
i wanna change to a good person,
no bad doings anymore.
i donated all my coins to a blind at orchard.
give out some money to little kids holding a tin.
the feeling is like nvr felt before.
you will feel great after donating.
anyway money is nothing to me anymore,
no point having so much money spending on useless stuffs.
i shall visit old folks home when im free,
do as much charity work as i can.
Saturday, December 09, 2006
# - 1:14 AM
shall not blog abt genting,
not the unhappy things,
not the words she said to me.
kelvin haven send me the pictures
shall post it tomoro ba.
not using blog often le,
want get everything off my head,
everyday work work work,
play, play, play
occuping myself everyday,
jus dont wana think so much anymore.
maybe im leading a better life ba,
should think positively.
not going to find a girlfriend.
shall remain single.
till i found one and settle down.
i mean no breakups, last till married?
haas its hard, nvm treat im jus dreaming.
at this age there is no true love?
puppy love i guessed. haa
toying feeling? treating love as a game?
i thought love was everything in this world.
sacrifice everything for love.
i even thought if one day i were to die for someone i love.
im willing to.
but now, ha..ha.. its nothing.
love is jus a game i guess.
whether you play it in a hard way or interesting way.
anyway i jus dont belive in love anymore.
only thing i know is enjoy life, studies, money.
i chose my path the way i want.
not like the past me.
smile everyone,
tomoro would be a better day, work ahead
goodnite