had a long day, went shopping shopping.
spend lots, keep thinking abt genting.
its a happy day today, good news.
guess wad, i begin msging wif anthea
wah cant imagine rite? i boost my courage,
explain de misunderstand, i wan find chance to talk to her.
its hard to do it without a topic.
i belive she will fulfil her last promise to me.
i really bu fang xing this girl lar.
in my heart,
she will forever be the little girl who needs me by her side.
now she alreadi grown more mature le,
she knows wad she wans,
i shall not worry for her le,
i admit i do miss her, miss our memories.
since she first came into the sch until now.
thinking of the past, i smiled in pain.
when i first hold onto her hands,
when i first hugged her in my arms,
when i first kissed her,
.the love she showered me with.she really do care for me in the past,
life really hard, i really feel like killing myself.
i miss you anthea
i feel like dying,is loving someone so hard,y is there love in this worldwhen you chose to let go of someone you lovelet go of de memories,de dreams we shared,de love we had.in this beautiful nite, i shed tears againfor the one whom i longed for
