Friday, November 17, 2006
# - 10:30 AM
no mood for anything now, jus now read anthea blog.
i really donoe wads the somebody and the something.
i dont think i should guess anymore, she is giving up on me.
wad have i done? i dont even know.
She hates me more than she love me in the past.
its really hurting, how i wish i can just die off lidat.
yesterday she said those words, words tat stabbed through my heart.
"its non of my business, he deserve it, serve him right"
i cant belive i heard those words.
i did once said i wanna give up, but its hard to explain.
nobody really understand me.
hais.
i love you
