feeling so happy, in a good mood but,
when i see her blog.
"no use holding on to the past"
my tears are back.
suan le la dont wan say so much
i go talk wif shuwen le la,
but her hair so many colour, can fight wif me le.
pinning my hopes high in the sky,
where stars so bright,
moon so round, sun so brown.
and there, its gone.

actually going escape today, hmm so sad nvr go.
nvm, morning met up wif kelvin cut hair and get ready.
too many things undone.
went collect my shoes at far east,
acc choonseng to lavender.
met shuwen there, shes cute.
long story, den when we were ready,
kelvin they all say they dont wanna go le.
nvr meet up wif them, i also dont feel like going le.
but choonseng wanted go, since he so nice.
den somemore we agreed to them we going.
dont wanna make things difficult we went there.
but we waited somewhere lor for them to play finish.
isit my hair too beng? many ppl were staring at me like i owe them money.
at pasir ris there group of ahbeng and ah lian.
the ahlian keep staring lor,like wan to find trouble.
i stare back at her for a long time. chicken, they many ppl wan act.
den one of them come and sell pen, she jus open her mouth i jiu say dont wan. lol
but i bought one den i dont wan pen, she keep calling me take.
bo liao, den i throw it on the floor purposely in front of them.
they all were like not happy lor.
calling shuwen, she going japan soon le.
goodnites everybody, gotta pack my bag.
ill be back 3days later.

jus now happy day working at snowcity.
manager nvr come,
go inside chamber for an hour,
go sleep for an hour.
after tat msging and msging.
smoke and smoke.
bangala rox, they treat me vri good.
keep hiding and chat wif them.
i hide in the snow making room when i was in the chamber,
lied on the snow and sleep.
lol snow white?
hmm tomoro going escape,
donoe who going leh.
gonna cut hair and buy a shoe.
genting is 2days away, cant wait.
tomoro escape den nxt day jiu genting.
i love it, meaningful holiday.
but nvr once i met up wif her.
shes busy with her friends.
y did you say you not worth me waiting?
its easy for you saying out but its hard for me to accept it.
den wad jayden jealous, lol
gaejio, monster and jayden are third party.
*ahbish* to them.
hate third parties lah.
no offence to anyone.
im in good mood today, hees cox.... lor.
and dont keep saying i like the who hor.
there the gal who got eyes nose mouth.(dont wan mention names)
byebye to all third parties in this world *flying kick*
takecare hor, get well soon.
i still remember the get well bear.

had a long day, went shopping shopping.
spend lots, keep thinking abt genting.
its a happy day today, good news.
guess wad, i begin msging wif anthea
wah cant imagine rite? i boost my courage,
explain de misunderstand, i wan find chance to talk to her.
its hard to do it without a topic.
i belive she will fulfil her last promise to me.
i really bu fang xing this girl lar.
in my heart,
she will forever be the little girl who needs me by her side.
now she alreadi grown more mature le,
she knows wad she wans,
i shall not worry for her le,
i admit i do miss her, miss our memories.
since she first came into the sch until now.
thinking of the past, i smiled in pain.
when i first hold onto her hands,
when i first hugged her in my arms,
when i first kissed her,
.the love she showered me with.
she really do care for me in the past,
life really hard, i really feel like killing myself.
i miss you anthea
i feel like dying,
is loving someone so hard,
y is there love in this world
when you chose to let go of someone you love
let go of de memories,
de dreams we shared,
de love we had.

in this beautiful nite, i shed tears again
for the one whom i longed for

HEY good news, kelvin father asked abt genting trip.
we can go overseas!!! wooh.
im so happy happy. gotta have fun there wif friends.
i told my mother, she transfering 500dollar to my bank.
and my father help me pay 200dollar.
suddenly got rich rich de ganjue wor.
gtg bb

blog abt yesterday, yesterday fun day working at snowcity,
hmm quite relaxing, made a big mistake.
this guy teng hui called me and my friend go into the room and eat.
eat party group de food, they left the buffet there and went to play.
we walked inside the room and i poured a cup of fruit punch.
suddenly lights out and door close.
lol, i tot tenghui playing wif me.
i shouted cheebye kia dont play la.
den i see the stupid hair in the dark.
oops its manager. these few days alwais kena scold.
ppl do wrong den all i admit. nvm.
after tat going home dat time, saw my bangala friend.
he was really nice, i love to chat wif him my troubles during work.
and he shared his too, we would usually hide somewhere and talk.
at control station i shouted OIE. he nvr respond.
when i shout superman den he turned. LOL.
he treat me eat chicken wings. he invited me to his wedding at his country nxt year.
really feel like going but there de lifestyle vri hard to accept.
after tat met kelvin choonseng peizhong,
kel meeting joyce and grace at kbox.
he called me to pei him, i went home put bag and called mum to longbang me,
it was 10.30 le, den wan hurry there ma,
mum wan me back by 1, i dont wan lor.
keep quarreling in car, kelvin on car blurr blurr liao LOL
when it was 1.30, my beautiful mum of mine called.
i feel like punching her face,
LOL nvm anyway kel also wanna go le.
send grace and joyce home,
i told my mum something(no offence)
i say kelvin gf not pretty hor, my mum say mei la.
den i say my gf pretty? she say hen mei.
den she say if you tell me earlier you pei stead, i let you go.
LOL den i say dont have stead la, den she chey.
i think she still prefers anthea.
she told me b4 , can be wif anyone else.
except for esther.

wad a tiring day, work work work.
after tat met kelvin choonseng cynthia.
they pei me go 900plus eat, after tat cynthia went home.
drink wif kel and choonseng, sudden craving for it.
recieve a msg, i donoe is who.
hou lai i called back, its anthea friend.
such lame, stupid friend of hers.
kelvin's mum booked hotel at sentosa,
3days 2nite, yay we going enjoy ourselves.
plus got chalet 3day 2nite, genting also maybe got hope le, also 3day 2nite.
hahas, wanna try to appeal.
monday going station report,
mafan need spray black.
im sleepy, nothing much to blog.
byebye

today quite nice day out wif kel choonseng mingli cynthia yitian louis.
went woodlands walk walk, evening kel and louis find us.
went marina bay for steamboat,
after eating went to marina south pier took photos and blow wind.
it was a romantic place, nice music, and and lots of stars =)
lied on the grass there looking at the stars.
how i wish she was there, bought a something.
thought wanna find a chance to at least meet her,
it was long since i last saw her, i miss her alot.

but k i understand ler, nvm its ok.
the soft toy i will give to anyone else except her.
kelvin bought one for joyce, choongseng bought for his ai ren.
i think i should know my limits le,
i shouldnt wait anymore, i shall find my own happiness.
a girl who really sense my presence, a new start ahead ba.
im jus daydreaming every single day, keep thinking tat she would return
fucking cheebye
everytime i have this thing resisting me,
i kept thinking she would return,
i dont wan fall for anyone else,
i dont wan play gang,
i dont wan drink.
now leh, k fine.
wasted my last 15dollars in my pocket.
now pok le la, should have go buy cigarette.
msg wad yongsheng, nabuey i tot you no phone use le.
i sent msg so many non of them you reply.
yuan lai you change number, i didnt even know.
wad am i to you, break le so wad.
your feelings to me are all fake, you hate me
i hate you to the core.

dyed my fringe brown. look better le ba,
not so ahbeng lidat, anyway tat day went find jack.
cox no work ma den wan work for 1 or 2 days.
me houyu gerald xiongjie went take pens.
in the end, quarreled wif toa payoh 369.
after tat went back and return the pen.
no mood to do anything.
wasted cab fare and time.

yesterday nite went floraville for joyce bday.
i finish work den met wif choonseng kel and peizhong.
there got joyce, grace, emily, eunice, the rest i not sure the name.
nothing much to blog, hmm later no work leh.
donoe where to go, hais time flies.
its 3mths plus ler.
many things changed, even friends.
the tone they used to talk werent the same anymore.

aiya today such a nice day, went for breakfast wif parents.
go work, reach there those siao char bor kpkb.
"wah, weijie dye hair seh".
bunch of irritating bananas.
LOL. hmm today katerine come back work.
long time nvr see her le, too bad cornie cannot come back work
she msged me yesterday, hais everytime any topic abt her jiu.....
after work went flora ville wif kh freddy chunseng kel.
kel meeting joyce, while waiting met belverina(donoe how to spell)
talk talk den sercurity guard complain, she went home.
we got nothing to do den saw grace.
den she sitting alone den we chatted,
kel and joyce were donoe where romantic.
lol, chatted till 12 den hais, long story again.
beautiful mother of mine called, o... i was so happy she called me to go home.
i need the love she gave me. LOL
nabuey cb if i not her son i give her one punch on her face ar.
say wan my dad talk to me, you know i vri scared of my dad.
i feel like beating my dad up also, due to yesterday internal conflict.
in 16westwood drive,there was suddenly a short circult.
my dad suddenly shouted when i was upstairs wif kel yz,
"wad you all doing upstairs"
i know im in the wrong to scold vulgar back but vri wad lor,
we didnt do anything den he tot we playing wif electric.
tomoro off day, i wan go change my colour. wooh.
you nvr even bother how i feel
i sucks, monster rocks =)

hey im home le, kel yz at my home.
they tonite at my home sleep.
kelvin talking to his girlfriend sia, lol.
went jp pei peizong buy things den eat pizza place.
also not nice de, today play arcade whole day sia.
sian, hais thinking of so many things. really confused.
dazhu and xiaozhu de pig stories shall not end lidat,
last version
they live together forever, nvr seperated NVR again.
tat is de last version, nobody can change it.
i dont care, i must protect my pig from de wolf.
tats it for today, goodnites to everyone
goodnite anthea

hmm went plaze sing today wif kel, yz, kahao, freddy, jacqueline, xinghui,choonseng.
yz and kel were caught cheating.
they wan me acc them go office help them talked.
i wanted to talk but de lady asked me get out.
played arcade, kahao and freddy keep playing de machine win sweets de.
they played lots of money getting lots of sweets.
kahao money i think, he used 80dollars on them.
won 3 soft toys and lots of sweets, big big packet.
after tat went to jurong sai eat,
kel family, yz, kahao one table.
me jac xinghui freddy choonseng one table.
it was a funny meal.
food were flying here and there.LOL
den the stupid gal put so many things into my drinks and plate.
eat quite full, after tat go 800plus meet my mum.
go de wad praying thingy help out?
they call me help out de.
den the person possess god la den i need stand behind him for hours.
helping him fan and fan.
den the smoke was all over.
my eyes so tired and my hand.
after tat realised jingshen had xingshi.
went to his house pei him chat.
decided not to drink cox i promised not to.
hais hope he would be happy. cheerup brother
when he asked abt me and her, i really donoe wad to say.
only one word i can think of ba.
anyway read her blog, dont quite get wad she meant.
shall not blog other stuff.i'll not hurt anyone again.
donoe wad is it, guess also cant guess.
suan le ba, guess is hmm,
someone she like? someone like her?
if really is den wad kelvin blog write de y she say until lidat.
anyway i really dont have anyone in mind, only msg den misunderstanding.
everybody knows who i like -.-
goodnites everybody
也许你真的应该找个比我好的男孩
虽然我不知道你对我还有没有那么一点感觉
我想我们应该没机会回到过去
你应该开始寻找你的幸福吧
hope you will really find someone true to you.

yawns, jus woke up.
not going work today, i called and gaesiao say need remove stitches.
the cashier tell me dont need come for sunday as well.
wtf, LOL. nvm lor lidat i enjoy lor.
anyway dye hair wif yanzheng and kelvin.
de colour like ah siao lidat. i think i going for hair cut.
cut off some coloured parts, cox its hard to comb.
i comb so long also look funny.
my mother got a shock, she wan bring me go dye again.
she gave me 80dollars for doing hair.
wasting her money.
yz de is red purple
kelvin is brown red
not quite obvious cox they didnt bleach.
but quite nice.

do you really want me to give up? i know its hard to make everything go back to the past. even if in this life we arent meant to be together, i'll still be waiting. if you really want a change in ur life and carry on, just let me know. LOVE HURTS TO THE CORE.
this is for anthea tan si ying. words in tears

no mood for anything now, jus now read anthea blog.
i really donoe wads the somebody and the something.
i dont think i should guess anymore, she is giving up on me.
wad have i done? i dont even know.
She hates me more than she love me in the past.
its really hurting, how i wish i can just die off lidat.
yesterday she said those words, words tat stabbed through my heart.
"its non of my business, he deserve it, serve him right"
i cant belive i heard those words.
i did once said i wanna give up, but its hard to explain.
nobody really understand me.
hais.
i love you

tired day in sch, keep dozing off lor.
yeah tomoro after sch i wan go dye hair. my mother sponcer
she say "you wan dye 80dollar 90dollar also can, i pay" .
donoe isit true, scarli bluff de.
jus now met eric koh, nxt year he bring me to hillgrove.
donoe isit true anot leh, think bluff de.
if wan bring now can bring ma, somemore at least i can buy uniform.
y must wait till nxt year, i really dont wan stardy westwood le.
anyway wondering kelvin and priscilia how ler.
jus heard pris also found stead ler, kelvin too.
maybe this shall be the end of their story ba.
will my story be the same? or i dont even have de story, LOL
its long since we last contact.
anyway later meeting kel, yz donoe go where.
goodbye everyonelse

back from chalet, wonderful time there.
reach there quite late? 8plus if im not wrong.
hungry ler, we went for barbeque and i ate quite alot.
after that went back into chalet and saw another group in our chalet also.
they were staring at us in a unhappy manner.
o mind them, come for a chalet and wan to find trouble?
think they were pht one cox we walked pass them hear them say,
lin seh lin seh pa lin seh. i know it doesnt mean pht.
but it was obvious they were saying it to agitate us.
did our stuffs, sing, eat, play.
was in the room wif yanzheng kelvin choonseng
hais i suddenly felt lonely when everybody talked on phone.
yanzheng&audrey, kel&someone.
only left me and choonseng.
choonseng sleeping soundly.LOL
the rest playing majiong wif girls outside.
at 1.30 we went to red house.
pray to the statue and offered a cigarette.
climbed in and explore. see no evil.
decided to proceed to old changi hospital.
but some of us have cuts, nxt time ba.
after that everybody went back to chalet.
they drink and talked ghost stories, im a good boy i didnt drink.
most of them were asleep when my this friend ask me to play die xian.
the two of us tried but the gost didnt respond.
tried a few times. we were shivering, jus the two of us in the living room.
decided to stop it and went for a barbeque cox i wan eat breakfast.
pulled the clumsy peizhong up finally. he cooked for me hahs,.
but it was jus a sausage.
left the place wif kel at 7 cox i need go sch, kel need find someone.
decided not going sch, went to flora ville and sleep lol.
now im blogging. LOL
thanks for the wonderful time wif wonderful ppl
byebye zZZ

woah, later going chalet. now kel and yanzheng at my house.
they writing donoe wad survey de things den all anyhow write.
hahas easy money. jus now went juying den saw huiting.
chatted abt somethings on bus. gapchung mean alot to her.
y must there be third party in this world? kelian kelian.
the person would know who im talking abt, dont wan mention names.
i going to play arcade lo, eric koh say if no sch den he bringing me to hillgrove?
wah many red sotongs. LOL.
anyway going off ler. BYEBYE

went to pioneer, jurongville,huayi to interview.
pioneer principal sucks, went in wif choonseng.
principal having meeting, waited for an hour.
he called for me and ask who is this guy.
i said he is my brother.
principal said he is not in proper attire,
called me to walk him out of the gate and walk back.
grr i was angry, nvm i tahan.
when i walk to the office again, principal talked abt my attitude my hair.
he say he is not gonna sign the slip for me.
i feel like killing him, i snatch the report book and sway my arms out the general office.
i shouted ccb at the general office den the staffs were all looking at me. LOL paisae.
den i point middle finger at the sch.
whew, let off my fustration.
after that went huayi den to fuhua then to jurongville.
on the bus we saw a little indian boy eating a packet of rice.
the ate halfway and doze off, soo cute.
den i was munching on m&m. i threw one on him and pretended.
then choongseng put one m&m on his head and indian boy found out.
LOL he keep looking at us den have a little chat wif him.
i poured some m&m on his hands
i think it was the first time he eat m&m?
cox he was looking it curiously and finally put in his mouth.
reached my stop, i gave him the big packet of m&m and he said thankyou.
he even waved to us when we got down the bus.
o my he is really cute.
no sch keepin me. disappointed.
but its ok. i shall sleep, wondering wad i will dream of ?
wake up zai say ba. Zzz

bored bored, shall write a post.
now in school, having english lessons in com lab.
maths after this, hate maths. so bored.. next week shall dye my hair wif yanzheng and kel.
hais but disappointed that cannot go overseas, there goes my genting trip.
i alreadi saved up for that trip, wanna have fun there wif my friends.
nvm shall go it next year.
wan try new hairstyle, but my hair short nia. everything is not in the way i want.
wan transfer also no sch, failure in love life. nothing else is good for me.
later donoe wan go where after sch. think i shall go home and orhorh. LOL

shall talk abt yesterday, hmm yesterday wonderful day.
morning went to pioneer, juying, jurong west and boonlay.
pioneer n juying call me monday go back. boonlay fail ler.
woah if really no sch den eric koh will bring me to juying and definetly keep me?
after tat i meet manjing go find kelvin yanzheng kenneth.
went bugis, played kof. i wanted to buy a shirt that i aimed.
but unfortunately, the shirt was gone ler.
hais really disappointed.
on the way home saw panda, hais donoe wad the attidude she giving
on bus i jus say gapchung and as if i know wad her mother know abt gapchung and her.
manjing went home, me and kelvin went to his house, talk abt many things.
after that went home and watch tv.
doze off and woke up at 2, lying on the sofa lol.
hais i really think i should consider again.
byebye

WEIJIE.
ninteen years old
22nd april
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